Sahih al-Bukhari
Sahih al-Bukhari 7217
حَدَّثَنَا يَحْيَى بْنُ يَحْيَى، أَخْبَرَنَا سُلَيْمَانُ بْنُ بِلاَلٍ، عَنْ يَحْيَى بْنِ سَعِيدٍ، سَمِعْتُ الْقَاسِمَ بْنَ مُحَمَّدٍ، قَالَ قَالَتْ عَائِشَةُ ـ رضى الله عنها ـ وَارَأْسَاهْ. فَقَالَ رَسُولُ اللَّهِ صلى الله عليه وسلم " ذَاكِ لَوْ كَانَ وَأَنَا حَىٌّ فَأَسْتَغْفِرُ لَكِ وَأَدْعُو لَكِ ". فَقَالَتْ عَائِشَةُ وَاثُكْلِيَاهْ وَاللَّهِ إِنِّي لأَظُنُّكَ تُحِبُّ مَوْتِي وَلَوْ كَانَ ذَاكَ لَظَلِلْتَ آخِرَ يَوْمِكَ مُعَرِّسًا بِبَعْضِ أَزْوَاجِكَ. فَقَالَ النَّبِيُّ صلى الله عليه وسلم " بَلْ أَنَا وَارَأْسَاهْ لَقَدْ هَمَمْتُ ـ أَوْ أَرَدْتُ ـ أَنْ أُرْسِلَ إِلَى أَبِي بَكْرٍ وَابْنِهِ فَأَعْهَدَ أَنْ يَقُولَ الْقَائِلُونَ أَوْ يَتَمَنَّى الْمُتَمَنُّونَ ". ثُمَّ قُلْتُ يَأْبَى اللَّهُ وَيَدْفَعُ الْمُؤْمِنُونَ، أَوْ يَدْفَعُ اللَّهُ وَيَأْبَى الْمُؤْمِنُونَ.
Al-Qāsim ibn Muḥammad said: ʿĀʾisha said, “Oh, my head!” The Messenger of God said, “That would be all right if it happened while I was alive, so that I could ask forgiveness for you and pray for you.” ʿĀʾisha said, “What a calamity! By God, I think you want me to die. If that happened, you would spend the rest of your day with one of your wives.”
The Prophet said, “Rather, my head! I had thought—or intended—to send for Abū Bakr and his son and make a bequest, lest people speak—or wish for something.” Then I said, “God refuses, and the believers will repel it”—or, “God will repel it, and the believers will refuse it.”
Translation notes
The source gives alternatives for “I had thought—or intended” and “people speak—or wish.” The final wording alternates which of God and the believers refuses or repels; its object is unstated here, so it remains implicit in the translation.